THOUGHTS: Things I need to endure

 There are a lot of things I have to endure. Honestly, I don't even know if I have to. I was growing up thinking I should keep it in. Not to cry, or even complain. But I am a crybaby. I am weak. I had been too strong for awhile now. I was busy trying not to fall down that I forgot I was fragile. Now, I'm falling apart. I have been thinking of doing it too. I thought this I was just having mental breakdowns. But it;s happening a lot lately. Sometimes I just suddenly sit down and lament how my life is. Hopefully, I'd pass this phase